Six months ago today, I held your hand.
I begged, repeatedly.
Asking you, please stay.
Six months ago today, I kissed your head.
I cried, tears burning my heart
Asking you, please hang on.
Six months ago today, I hugged you tight.
I howled in pain,
Asking you, please don’t go.
Six months ago today,
your heart stopped, ma. so did mine.
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Hugs. I’m sorry
Thank you.
This is so painful yet beautiful.
Yet, I can only feel the pain.